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LUGUBER

by Cadaverous

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THE OBSERVER 04:23
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Born to be a spiller of blood protector of the overseer The carer of my tribes children The hero in my own eyes Scared of losing my beloved ones To the brutal ways of the barbaric foes This is the path of true warriors Sharpening blades to start the.... Atrocious initiation rituals to desensitize Never willing to disobey the chieftain Not knowing what I got myself into Blindly following any given instructions Happily desensitizing myself with the orders Impressing the leader, bringing decapitated heads Capable of anything to protect my family Until the final task begins Born to be a spiller of blood protector of the overseer The carer of my tribes children The hero in my own eyes Scared of losing my beloved ones To the brutal ways of the barbaric foes This is the path of true warriors Sharpening blades to start the.... Atrocious initiation rituals to desensitize Never willing to disobey the chieftain Not knowing what I got myself into Blindly following any given instructions Ordered to kill my firstborn son Shivering sobbing cutting his throat I was Beyond belief of this sacrifice Shivering sobbing cutting his throat But im ordered to kill more Everything i Love shall die I’ll have left nothing to lose but my own life I am the perfect warrior, finally I will not hesitate to kill ruthlessly
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Filled with terror, longing for this to end Mourning endlessly, all I feel is solitude cut off all their limbs One by one He Shoved it In their mouth So they can’t scream Carvings in their bodies You’re up next This is your Last day on The face of this planet Termination Ceasing to survive Nearing the end Destined to die Disposing of the innocent Into Constant torment Begging not to be Executed Pulverizing violently Confronting my destiny Finally it murders me Relentlessly Reaching for his axe Hacking in his head Spilling all the Brains Carving in the corpse Terrorizing more Everyone will die So much blood to spill One by one he kills He needs to fullfill His craving to slaughter stop him in his killing spree Nothing, nothing Can save me from this butchery Nothing, nothing Finding joy in all their fear So Sickening His victims are no longer here Relentlessly chopped up to carve cut off all their limbs One by one He Shoved it In their mouth So they can’t scream Carvings in their bodies You’re up next This is your Last day on The face of this planet Disposing of the innocent Into Constant torment Begging not to be Executed Pulverizing violently Confronting my destiny Finally it murders me Relentlessly Reaching for his axe Hacking some more heads Spilling all the brains Carving in the corpse Terrorizing more Everyone will die So much blood to spill One by one he kills He needs to fullfill His craving to slaughter
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LUGUBER 04:21
Worker in his early years Got his clothes stuck in between the gears Crushed into a sack of meat Death is the next one he will greet Luguber It was meant to be The plane leaving the airport A 1000 miles into the air Engines stopped, death appeared Luguber Born into this world not too long ago But he has felt the pain of a lifetime Within months he will flatline His parents are waiting for his time Luguber Arrived at the station to meet my loved one Unsuspecting there is a man with a handgun Shooting around like he’s having fun People falling dead until he’s done Unexpected suffering In a blink of an eye Not deserved A small mistake or just unlucky Now your life has changed forever Unexpected suffering In a blink of an eye Not deserved A small mistake or just unlucky Now your life has changed forever Luguber On a cold frosty night Finding her way home A stranger took her innocence When she was alone She send a last message to her friend Not knowing her life was about to end Luguber (4x) A cold day walking through the fog A man walks his dog With a blinding flash of light a mans best friend has died Luguber People shopping in the mall A motor roaring through the hall The van is straight on track The mold the bodies with it’s wreck Luguber Destined to serve an elder The cage in the crowd is her only shelter Waiting for her next owner to bone her Her entire life she’ll be a loner Luguber A man just waiting on his train Next to him, someone in a lot of pain He just jumped onto the rails And now he’s covered in his entrails A simple man is now a dad With his newborn baby He lays on his bed He rolls over on his kid On it’s tiny grave he now sits It is not fair But life just doesn’t care Luguber (4x)
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For years memories have haunted me My thoughts have the darkest memories Printed on them I cannot get rid of the pain they portray Lugubrious moments follow me into my grave Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i fall asleep hoping i dont wake up Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i wish to die Living in isolation, no more memories will add to the pain I haven’t spoke to anyone in weeks, I think i’m going insane People full of life, I cannot relate, is anyone living like me? My existence is a mess that I’ll never clean up I line up the tools for removal I precisely cut the surrounding skin It is time to remove the agony within The Blood flows down my neck Twitching hands dig nails deep into the wound for extraction will my mind finally feel satisfaction? I grab onto a device and rip it out, I lost consciousness For years memories have haunted me My thoughts have the darkest memories Printed on them I cannot get rid of the pain they portray Lugubrious moments follow me into my grave Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i fall asleep hoping i dont wake up Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i wish to die Living in isolation, no more memories will add to the pain I haven’t spoke to anyone in weeks, I think i’m going insane People full of life, I cannot relate, is anyone living like me? My existence is a mess that I’ll never clean up After I wake up all I see is white noise I instantly regret my choice Blinded by the dreams of a normal life Blinded by the dreams of a normal life
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Sadistic experiments turning me, psychotic, lunatic Release me Is this my existence Lay me in, in my grave Release me Is this my existence Lay me in, in my grave I was in the wrong place at the right time Turning my life into a bottomless hell Paint the wall red with brains I want to take my life Paint the wall red with brains In this torture house Accused of deeds I can’t comphrehend I swore to my innocence yet i’m punished I can do no right, everything I touch will die Mentally caged in the house of the deranged. My life has become a game for the keepers Pristine scalpels enter my chest again Just surviving every long lasting torture This is what I deserve, this is what I deserve Cleaning up the bodies of those who have deceased I beg to be up next but I won’t be murdered My cries for mercy echo like music I’ve buried fellow subjects dead and alive Dreading images of suffering overflow my mind I am not insane I am not what i’m portrayed to be I battle the demons inside my mind I don’t want to feel anything anymore Bloodstained walls, cracked skulls Schizophrenic casualties all in this endless purgatory
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The cancerous tumour grows inside I can’t beat death so I become it I have allowed you to watch over me And lay me down to sleep Pray over me as I sleep terrified I hopelessly kill and I can’t go back I vomit everytime I think about my deeds Fixated on escaping death (escaping my death) My dear angels are still alive I spread their arms and skin their backs Sew the skin onto their arms to make angels nervously hanging my creations around me Descending souls, empty corpse I slowly bleed out losing conciousness I see what’s within me, The root of pain I can’t bear living in this state My children watched me hang Withering images in their minds No longer living this horrid existence My children watched me hang Withering images in their minds No longer living this horrid existence Watch over me one last time Still dying and afraid Nothing is helping Skin myself Victim of my own design protect myself from death Slowly dying as I pray over me as I sleep terrified I hopelessly kill and I can’t go back I vomit everytime I think about my deeds Fixated on escaping death (escaping my death)
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As the sun descends, fear arises The less I see the more I fear Paranoia is crawling upon me As my anxiousness spreads Surrounded by pure blackness I lay down to escape the horrors I feel awake as my body is paralyzed No longer being able to breathe As my body slowly sinks into the floor Unable to free myself from this I struggle to let, let out he screams I remain unheard as the silhouette rises I am stuck in the limbo Dreading hallucinations overtake feeding into my sleep paralysis Submerged in a world That I cannot recognize I can’t escape from this horrible existence The horrors Driving me to total insanity I can’t escape from this horrible existence
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Off now with their heads Now combine their minds What I will create Will serve humankind Combined consciousness What will be attained 10 minds thinking as one Because as one we are blind Human masterpiece Now they are combined To achieve world peace Create a mastermind To police our sins Evil they will find Destroy all the lesser life Human masterpiece We were not meant to be The key to survive give control To the new formed life Man made intellect Eminence to give in Acquiring absolute dystopia Human masterpiece Now they are combined To achieve world peace Create a mastermind To police our sins Evil they will find Destroy all the lesser life Human masterpiece We were not meant to be The key to survive give control To the new formed life
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Manipulation has progressed into a false reality Pointless living, bound in a piece of flesh Creating an altered truth withering perception of existence A world of everlasting fear Embracing my own mental state Chained down by the eyes gazing upon me I can only accept what comes next Staring into dead ends Into deception Into nothingness Connecting the dots for answers To nothing Is it all in my head Connecting the dots for answers Safety is nowhere to be found What are you punishing me for? Unknowningly dragged into a false reality Surrounded by the bloodthirsty I must kill to save myself from nothing Slaughtering the innocent one by one Leaving the carcasses to decompose Slashing from one body to another Slowly overpowering me They choose not to kill me Blindfolded and taken to a place Where no one can find me Imprisoned and left to die In solitude Connecting the dots for answers

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released October 2, 2020

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